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  Today,a woman who is 46 years old,one of my clinet,suddenly asked me,"do you believe that there is an old woman,in her 70s,did as a portitute even when she had reitrement pension?"What?Was she kidding on me?"No,you may not believe me,but it is really true.She lives next to my friend and I often see her go to the next room with different men.Then she told me her story.She was retired with pension,so we may think she doesnt need to worry too much about life.In fact she needs,because her son and her daughter-in-law earn little money each month,only about 1000rmb,and need to raise a child.So life is hard for her son's family.As a  result,the old women becomes portitute as her part time job for her son."The women said coldly and sadly."Little girl,you can't understand how hard the life it is in this cruel society for the poor and lowest people.""No,i understand,in fact I was not born in a rich family.I can understand there are may poor poeple which are so close to me.I do belileve.I know some girls work as pordtitute to raise their poor family because there is no other way for them to get more and more money to get rid of the pverty.""Why do I still live in the world?Life is so hard for me!I am old.sick and weak.I can't do any work.I have been single the whole life and now I am abandoned by the society.No one cares me any more!"The woman wispered hopelessly.

  Seeing her left,I couldnt say anything to comfort her,because I can't do anything for her.Nothing I can help her.But I wonder when I am old,what kind of life will I have,and if I will need to worry too much about life,feeling unhappy and lonely.I am worried about my future.If I choose to be single as her,will I feel regrected when I am old?Even I have my child,will I be like that old woman to earn money for the son?Oh,my god!I feel a bit confused.But one thing I am sure is that I should work hard now to get more money for my future.

  Since I became adult,I have been thinking where is the eternal love for me.I wonder whether there is everlasting love existing in the world.And as days went by,I found it and realized that it has been existing since I was born.The first everlasting love I have got is from my parents.I never suspect my parents love,but day by day,I felt it stronger than the time when I was a child.Yes,when I need somthing,they will try to get that as soon as possible for me.For examply,yesterday i told them I wanted to buy some plants to put on my office desk to prevent radialization of computer and i didnt get some that i like in the market.But today they bought for me in another market because they knew I didnt have time to buy.Before I have told them I would buy the next week,but they said it didnt need to wait,for my health sake.Oh,in fact,there were many examples as this.I know there will be more and more and no matter what situation I am in,they wont leave me in the future.I can say,I get the eternal love from them.And in return,I will love them forever.

And now I am looking for another eternal love besides my parents' love.I heard of a beautiful love story from sichuan earthquake:there was a couple who loved each other so much,and the husband gave the best to his wife,caring and loving her.But the terrible earthquake deprived of his wife's life and the couple was apart.When the husband understood there was an earthquake,he rode his motorbike back to his wife's and dug out her corpse from the ruins.Though he was so sad he took her to their sweet and warm home for some hours in the sun.Finally,he burried her and decided to stay with her till died.Though this story is sad its so close to our reality.It makes me believe there is eternal true love in the world.I am expecting for it.

Maybe there will be another kind of eternal love and I am trying to find out in my future.Good luck to me.And in return,I promise I will treasure it too much.

 Today there was a birthday party hold for the girl who is disabled and her mom died.She often comes to visit us and treats us as her good friends.So this year's birthday she invited us to take part in her birthday party,which was organized by the local government.And she excepted this pary for nearly one month,often reminded us of her birthday and wish us to give her gift.At first we didnt pay too much attention to her.But one day before the party she called us to remind us again.And finally,she called at noon too,afraid that we would forget and not go there.Then we decided to go and buy small gift for her,a little,in fact she is 22 years old.We spent nearly 1 hour to go every shop near the office and select which gift is suitable for her.Finally we chose a clothes as her birthday gift.At 4 pm we went to her party.She was so so happy to see us and ran to me,giving me a big hug.It surprised me so much.I couldnt expect her to be so happy when she saw us turning up in the party.And then she kept on hugging me and said thank you.I could see her very happy,just like a little child getting something she or her are eager for a long time.Sometimes we can just do small thing to make others happy,at the same time we feel happy.Happiness is so simple.

I have planed to go to macau for nearly one year and finally decided to go this week,a rainy week.I had thought it wouldnt be raining the whole day,so the rains didnt affect too much my trip.The night before I went to macau was raining but fortunately 20 minutes before I set off,the rain stopped.I thouhgt the god wouldnt be bad to me that day.But how wrong I am!
    Since we left Guangzhou,arriving in Panyu,it started to rain.Then in Zhongshan,Zhuhai,the rains still kept on.Sometimes it was heavy rain and the sky was so dark,and sometimes it was light rain.When we finally reached Gongbei,where is the border of zhuhai and macau.We got off the bus,hurrying to the frontier station and afraid of heavy rain coming.But it was too late,it rained heavily with strong wind without expection.And we tried to run in the heavy rain in a grand square.So we were all wet,nearly from the head to the feet.We were so unhappy for that.How bad the trip was!How could we bear to be wet the whole day?What to do then?Nothing.Just kept on going forwards.
    The rain never stopped since then,and we got wet then got dry,then got wet....And it made our trip in mess.First it was hard to take bus or taxi to anywhere.Second,it took up more time on the way to anywhere,so we couldnt go all places where we planned to go.Bad luck!
    But I think I like macau,because it is not as crowded as Guangzhou,and doesnt have as many as people,which I like so much.And I like some of the architectures design,which are beautiful and different from Guangzhou's.And I like the modern factor in macau,which makes us up to date and advanced too.But there is also one thing I dont like too much,which is that there are so many gambling houses,more than I expected.It makes me think that people in macau dont attend to work,lazy!Maybe I am wrong.In fact macau people are smart,because they know gambling can help them earn more and more money and it is famous for that!
    So I am waiting for the next trip to macau but I must make sure to go in good weather,with a good tour.No hurry next time!No rain too!Only enjoyment and rememberable memories!

 

 

Last night, when lying in bed,I couldn't fall in sleep,just thinking too much.Suddenly,I had  new feelings about my life,so decided to set it drown..First,I need to thank my two friends,vivian and suzane,who made me have such new feelings.From now on, I should try to change myself.Because in the past,I cared too much about the unhappinesses,and always felt unhappy.Also I had a high standard on everything, wished to make everything perfect, and set many hard objects to myself,which made myself as a machinet.On the other hand,I lacked of confidence,doubted of my abilities,and dared not go for the objects without doubt.But all of the unhappinesses and failures have gone. Now I am not the same as I before.Because one good friend once told me that mind is the power and I didn't agree with him before.But now I believe,good mind can have a good effect on our life.So I need to be positive,and sometimes we can gain something by giving up another things.If the unhappinesses are always around me,my mind will have problems.So I need to enjoy my life,because life is so short, and no matter we are happy or not,life is still going on,why not choose the happy style.Don’t set too many objects out of my abilities.So I need to plan my career and then take action into it.Insist that plan and action makes success.Set many small objects and go for them one by one,not doubting my choices.No need to care too much about the results,only to enjoy the proceed. I need to thank the god for giving everything that I own now.I love my family,my relatives,my friends,because they love me too,they give me support and encouragement and I can learn a lot from them.

Before my 25^th birthday coming,I have a new view about my life, and should take action immediately.

1.       Keep positive,confident and don’t be lazy.Healthy mentality is more important than healthy body. If mind gets sick,everything is in mess.Nothing is out of control if mind can control.

2.       Keep healthy.Force myself to do exercise and put on a little weigh.Health is the wealth.

3.       It’s qutie hard to meet the right person at the right time in the right place, but I have some good friends,though there are not too many. I will love them forever,and thanks the god for having them as my friends.I will keep in touch with them more often and keep our friendship green and fresh all life long. Believe love can light up the world.

4.       Make good use of time.Wasting time means sucide.But it doesn't mean always working hard and sometimes should relax,enjoy life to make myself happy.

5.       As for my career,I should ask for some advice and set a plan.Though now it’s far from what I want,and may never get what I want,it doesn't matter,at least I have tried my best to go for it.At present,I need to think out what I want.Don’t worry what I will lose,or expect what I will gain.

Encourage myself to do above all things and expect  a new me and the new days coming!